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30/05/2002 (Thur)
YEAH!! Post-examination schedule is drafted!!~ Gotta fully utilize my last summer holiday. Must try things I haven't tried before, must do things I dare not do before, must play crazily till I can't walk! hohohooo~~
My friend, I am really happy for you, hope you have found the right one, but be sure you don't cry on the plane. ^_~
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29/05/2002 (Wed)
First time in my life to know that someone hates me. Did I not make myself clear enough? I don't really understand what made you feel this. But believe it or not, every word I spoke is come from my heart. I speak what I think. I don't have the time and energy and memory to think up a lie and another lie to cover the first one. Honestly, I was angry when I heard that. Coz I don't think I deserve the sentence "I hate you actually." For I've already tried my best to signal what I think!! I can't control how you interpret my words, rite? Anyways, I do apologize if I ever ever made you feel uncomfortable.
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28/05/2002 (Tue)
I will become a 'goo ma' in 10 months time. hehee.... suddenly feel so old but so happy~~
It's always exciting to anticipate the coming of a new life. Will it be a boy or a girl? Hm... I prefer a boy! It's a bit strange to see your younger brother getting married!!! I'm older than him for 20 days only.
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27/05/2002 (Mon)
I changed a new shampoo and you noticed it. ^-^
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26/05/2002 (Sun)
No matter what happens, you are still my idol.
We are born to be a lazy person, only with the sense of crisis and the hope to be better, we are willing to move. Always set yourself with goals, even it is a very short term one.
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25/05/2002 (Sat)
After all these years, that scary feeling is back again. I saw that I was more courageous at that time. The heart still jumps when I heard them talking. The heart is sunk to the bottom as more discussion is heard. Can't they resolve the problem quietly?
Voice out your discontent once you have it, it is destructive to hide. Rage will never disappear if you don't let it go, it will just accumulate........
So proud of having a humorous brother!!
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22/05/2002 (Wed)
OK...I update my diary daily, which means I am not in the mood of revising.
My heart aches as I saw them getting old, becoming silent and gradually withered.... it's the pressure of life squeezed them into their present shapes? Or it's the destiny of all of us? There's no unsolvable problems, it's whether we have the strength to stand till the end.
This diary is more like a diary than the one I kept in the book.
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21/05/2002 (Tue)
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today." --- James Dean
"Relax as if you'll never have an exam. Finish the exam as if you will never have school again.'' --- tingzi
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20/05/2002 (Mon)
Nah~ I really enjoy going shopping with you, though your shopping desire is so easily to be fulfilled. Next time when I am allowed to buy, I'll show you what is a REAL SHOPPING!!
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19/05/2002 (Sun)
Dare to dream. Only with the guts to dream, you are directing yourself into the right path and not wasting your limited time on earth. We've already been subjected to enough formalities, our future is the only area that we can take full control of. So follow your heart and start dreaming~ ~ ^-^
With dreams, we can soar high and fly away.
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18/05/2002 (Sat)
Star Ferry -- Central --> TST --> Wan Chai
961 -- HK Convention & Exhibition Center --> Tuen Mun, Shan King Estate
Minibus -- Tuen Mun --> Mong Kok
Minibus 49S -- Mong Kok --> Fenwick Street
11 -- Fenwick Street --> HK Convention & Exhibition Center
We've traveled a long distance but with zero displacement. Isn't it the rule in relationships? We used to be strangers, then became companions, later into enemies, and lastly strangers again.
16/05/2002 (Thur)
When I was in highway and allowed the raindrops to be rested on my face, I felt the freshness, the freedom and the emptiness of my hand.
It's always sweet to call someone after watching a scary movie.
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14/05/2002 (Tue)
Writing diary here isn't a bit crazy? Diary is supposed to be something personal, you will jot down your feelings, rage, sadness, and deepest desires. All these are little secrets of our own, we won't even tell it to our closest mates. Then why put it here on internet? And allow folks as far as Africa to read?
I guess we all want to be heard. You don't have to say anything when you read my diary, nor you have to comment on it. I just want to be heard...
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